I'll get better at this - Feb4/09

Wow -

This is pretty awesome and pretty scary.

I think this is what I have been searching for -a place to express my ideas and 'what will be will be' (line from an old song).

I thought the proposal to have me teach through March (only 2 eternties away)may not happen but today I found out that they offered Judy some kind of medical leave financial package. I think they are serious. I think I am in shock. Planning and implementing a program I am barely acquanited with.

People are great, forgiving. Can I do them justice???

It is ONE DAY AT A TIME, ONE DAY AT A TIME. I can do anything one day at a time - with the Lords help.

I don't think I want to do this another year. I am not sure why a 100% - have some half formed ideas - will think on it more when I have time. Part of it is the stress (I should be able to do something about this, huh. The time commitment is another - I am 61 not 21 but on the other hand I am not cleaning toliets.

Everyday I get impressions on what to do - tender mercies.

Rea